Black Heart

People don't know ME...They know the happy, joyful, bubbly over blond...over achiever! But what they don't know is  my heart is black.

It cares for no one because no one cared for it first. It suffered. It cried. It died

It died over and over again but no one cared. And it will not stop dying until someone loves me first. My flaws and my perfections. My laugh and my cry. My personality...me! But until then I die everyday.....and keep dying until the end of time.

Isabella@ 

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Feelings

The feelings you have for someone else are like a star coming down to earth. Its like when you look out into a full house audience, when you get that feeling you will know. It is more that life itself. Its gives you this jumpy feeling inside,its like getting a dozen red roses on your birthday. Its a feeling that no one cane explain because its different for everyone........ <3


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Faith

Faith. Have faith n everything that you do. When someone you care about is hurt, have faith that they will be better, and have the FAITH to move on.


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Kindness

Kindness. Kindness is something that takes character. It takes a heart. You have to have a heart to give a heart. Kindness takes courage. You have to be brave. You have to be smart and not care what others think about you. The kids who don't talk to other people in the halls are the people who don't have a courage, because they are made fun of, because they are ridiculed. THOSE are the people you need to look out for so the next time you see someone being bullied, stop it and have a heart! 

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Just A Dream

A sweet and innocent girl walks down the beach... wait! it you?! As a much younger person a person who has not done all the bad things in her life that you have. But in a sense it feels like a big weight has been lifted off of you. And it gives you hope because deep down you know that you are still the innocent little girl who didn't watch her family die.Because she is the real you.

Suddenly you sit up sweat soaked and crying you look down at your tattoo of a pistol,you start to cry. Your not crying because of the tattoo, you are crying because you wish you still had the life you had before and then you noticed... It was all a dream.

Isabella

Bubbles

Deep down in the pit of my stomach, I can feel it. I can feel it rising. It makes me jumpy, it makes me laugh, it makes me uneasy. I feel bubbles because of you. Because YOU make my laugh, YOU make me jumpy, YOU make me uneasy. Your face, your smile,the way you walk and talk like you own the place. I have NEVER had bubbles before in my life and because of you I will only have them for you and only you ... my love.

Isabella@

Pain

Who knows what pain is?

I do, what would you do if all your family, your friends were taken away? Would you cry, would you scream or would you just sit there and feel sorry for yourself? Think about it. What would you do. What would I do you ask? I jut sat there I screamed, I cried and sat there for HOURS just thinking "This is not real". But is. It feels like a living nightmare! No one to talk to no one to sit by you and cry juts cry like I did for a month. I wont go back they wont let me...I cant. I would want to if I could I would. So if you see this Steph call me. I Miss you so Much

Isabella@

Jar of hearts

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

WHY?!?!

How could you? Why would you. You were supposed to be my friend, I trusted you, but you stabbed ME in the back.

Isabella@

I Love...

I Love the way you say my name the way you talk about me the way your blue eyes shine in the light your smile ........ YOU.

Isabella@

Tearing Love Apart

Collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love appart, youre gona catch a cold with the ice inside your soul, dont come back for me DONT COME BACK AT ALL!


Isabella@
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The Liffe I Lead

So to day, I thought My life was over....... He said to be quiet and he wouldn't do anything to me but I could tell he was lying. So many killed, so many life's lost how can someone who is human kill all those but he liked me so I got to live but I loved those people who were killed......He was my boyfriend, the one who got killed his black hair his BRIGHT eyes wide open but no life, just my tears...

Isabella

Love

DON'T : Don't ever trust anyone...

They Hurt You and you trust them....... you loved them you trusted them BUT now it is gone forever; the trust the love the relationship.

This is a warning to all who love to be guarded always and to never love...

Isabella@