Black Heart

People don't know ME...They know the happy, joyful, bubbly over blond...over achiever! But what they don't know is  my heart is black.

It cares for no one because no one cared for it first. It suffered. It cried. It died

It died over and over again but no one cared. And it will not stop dying until someone loves me first. My flaws and my perfections. My laugh and my cry. My personality...me! But until then I die everyday.....and keep dying until the end of time.

Isabella@ 

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Feelings

The feelings you have for someone else are like a star coming down to earth. Its like when you look out into a full house audience, when you get that feeling you will know. It is more that life itself. Its gives you this jumpy feeling inside,its like getting a dozen red roses on your birthday. Its a feeling that no one cane explain because its different for everyone........ <3


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Faith

Faith. Have faith n everything that you do. When someone you care about is hurt, have faith that they will be better, and have the FAITH to move on.


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Kindness

Kindness. Kindness is something that takes character. It takes a heart. You have to have a heart to give a heart. Kindness takes courage. You have to be brave. You have to be smart and not care what others think about you. The kids who don't talk to other people in the halls are the people who don't have a courage, because they are made fun of, because they are ridiculed. THOSE are the people you need to look out for so the next time you see someone being bullied, stop it and have a heart! 

Isabella@

Just A Dream

A sweet and innocent girl walks down the beach... wait! it you?! As a much younger person a person who has not done all the bad things in her life that you have. But in a sense it feels like a big weight has been lifted off of you. And it gives you hope because deep down you know that you are still the innocent little girl who didn't watch her family die.Because she is the real you.

Suddenly you sit up sweat soaked and crying you look down at your tattoo of a pistol,you start to cry. Your not crying because of the tattoo, you are crying because you wish you still had the life you had before and then you noticed... It was all a dream.

Isabella

Bubbles

Deep down in the pit of my stomach, I can feel it. I can feel it rising. It makes me jumpy, it makes me laugh, it makes me uneasy. I feel bubbles because of you. Because YOU make my laugh, YOU make me jumpy, YOU make me uneasy. Your face, your smile,the way you walk and talk like you own the place. I have NEVER had bubbles before in my life and because of you I will only have them for you and only you ... my love.

Isabella@